I miss this kind of morning. When i’m busy doing paperworks, sippin hot choco while having cigarette breaks from time to time. So stressing and relaxing both at the same time. Good morning to you,guise! Back to reality, bye long weekend.
“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems - the ones that make you truly who you are - that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person, someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.” I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way. Let our scars fall in love.”—Galway Kinnell
“Closing your eyes isn’t going to change anything. Nothing’s going to disappear just because you can’t see what’s going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That’s the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won’t make time stand still.”—Haruki Murakami
“Let us toast to animal pleasures, to escapism, to rain on the roof and instant coffee, to unemployment insurance and library cards, to absinthe and good-hearted landlords, to music and warm bodies and contraceptives… and to the “good life”, whatever it is and wherever it happens to be.”—Hunter S. Thompson
“This is how it works. I love the people in my life, and I do for my friends whatever they need me to do for them, again and again, as many times as is necessary. For example, in your case you always forgot who you are and how much you’re loved. So what I do for you as your friend is remind you who you are and tell you how much I love you. And this isn’t any kind of burden for me, because I love who you are very much. Every time I remind you, I get to remember with you, which is my pleasure.”—James Lecense
“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.”—John Green
“It’s so difficult to describe [depression] to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness, I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling—that really hollowed-out feeling. That’s what Dementors are.”—J.K. Rowling
So i got curious and researched why do we dream about our exes. And this is what i got. This didn’t persuade me though.
To dream about your ex suggests that something or someone in your current life is bringing out similar feelings to the ones you felt in the relationship with your ex. The dream may be a way of alerting you to the same or similar behavior in a current relationship. What you learned from that previous relationship may need to be applied to the present one so that you do not repeat the same mistake.
If you dreamed of getting back together with an ex, see “Reuniting.”
“I believe in everything until it’s disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it’s in your mind. Who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?”—John Lennon (via harmoniam)
Lie -a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood.
We’re all liars, we’ve all lied for good and bad reasons. We lie to “protect” others, we’ve made ourselves believe that a little lie won’t hurt; the white lie, the lie with good intentions - the bullshit we’ve created to make ourselves feel better about being dishonest. We lie to protect ourselves, we lie to get rid of people off our backs, we lie to fulfil others expectations, we lie to get what we want, we lie for whatever reason we can because it’s easier than spilling the truth.
Truth is, we lie because no one wants the truth. The truth is the reality, and the reality is, truth (can) bring pain - and pain is something we’ll never be immune too. No matter how old/mature we are or how much pain we’ve been through, it’ll still hurt and sometimes twice as much. It’s something we’ll never entirely escape from and this is why we lie even to ourselves just to withdraw from it, even if it’s just temporary.